All bright, colorful, beautiful and full of chaos and confusion.
It'll all be sorted out, I hope,
And be rid of this doubt, fear and feeling of exclusion.
Cos it feels weird to be an observer of your own life,
To be on the outside, looking in.
But it definitely is worth all the strife,
If in the end, there is peace within.
I don't know.. I usually feel a sense of comfort when I look at my own life and at my self from the outside. Objectively. Maybe because that itself gives me respite from the chaos and confusion. Its another thing that after a while of being on the outside, we have to jump back in and continue with the strife. But nonetheless, I do like being on the outside. Its like watching a movie about your own life, you playing the protagonist.
ReplyDeleteYes, sometimes it gives you the much needed objectivity. But the thing is being passive is very easy. So, it becomes tough to push yourself into action, you know? Thats where the trouble sets in, I think. We become too passive and get stuck in a rut.
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